Monday, April 4, 2011

classically conditioned to hold back...

a recent book i have been reading has talked about the "10 percent" of our worlds population that see things differently, a genetic predispotion to explore the subconscious, a need for challenging the norms, and feeling excitement, a distaste for man made rules and norms....
the i feel describes me to a tee...

then the book goes on to discuss how that rules and norms are built for the majority (the other 90% or seek order and structure), and powerbases are built up around maintaing the rules and order for these 90% and those of the 10% who threaten this with revolutionary, and unique ideas that threaten the norm and the power structure, are shunned, ridiculed, and scared into remission where they hide their impulses and desired actions, in order to fit in, and this creates a great discourse with their psyche's, thus leaving those like me stuck, not knowing how to express ourselves appropriately out of fear of being further ridicules because our understand and way of epression, are not aligned with whats been defined for the "normal"...

i think that this is a very relative concept as it marks me to a tee...
and can explain why i often will turn to the bottle, to hide away those in hibitors

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