thats always the hard part the begining, after that everything usually seems to flow, but its always dificult to start, i guess to give some idea as to the purpose and direction of this latest attempt i need to start with a little synapsis of the goal, its simple really, and yet its very complex, but arent all the best things...
see i am a drinker, a wild man, known to get buzzed up and raise hell, i love to dance, act up, yell, disrupt the norm....
possibly because the norm is such a strange place, the artificial fakeness of the place we call reality, with all of the bullshit rules and procedures that are put in front of you, telling you how to walk, what to think, how to dress, how to be, what you should dream....
possibly because i just dont like following rules, i never have, ive always been one for forging my own path, not following someone else,
possibly just something off with me, maybe im mad at myself and i like to take it out on the world around me,
either way, i like the wild and crazy me, and i dont want to quit drinking because i dont like what happens when im drunk, to the contraire i want to learn how to be me, my true self, the one that finds his way out when i have had enough to lower the inhibitions, without having to rely on drinking to lower those inhibitions...
thus i am dedicating this blog, and my efforts, to a new journey i am embarking on,
to learn to dance sober...
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